Feruz in Cardiff

I just felt like writing somehting in my blog today...

Living in Cardiff in these past few months made me realize how much I have back home that I sometimes take for granted, like having my parents around, not having to pay a single cent for your food, having someone take care of the house+cats(which is supposed to be MY duty to take care of MY cats), not paying for my car, not paying for the car fuel, not paying for the bills... etc.

Here, I do have to do part of the job of taking care of the house, take care of the kids, go buy groceries, pay for things I buy (even though it's not exactly my money but it's coming out from my wallet ^^;;) and worse being away from my parents... and my cats... and my friends! I dunno if I can really stand being so far away from all of em longer that I have to...

But..whatever it is.. I am hoping that, when I go back home in June, I'll appreciate things more.. and hopefully be more responsible and always be grateful to what I have...

I actually like living here, minus the fact that I miss everything back home, and think of everything every single second. I can get clothes easily compared to back home... god..why do asians have to be supposedly "petite" sized... =_= ... Last weekend, For once I found me a top that fits me perfectly.. and I swear it was perfect.. coz my niece said I looked nice in it... and didn't complain that it was too tight or anything! Plus, I know my dad would be happy to see me wear something like that coz he's always told me to wear long-sleeved tops and it has to cover my butt! :P thank god it was 50% off... it was £14, and I got it for £7.. ok it's still roughly RM 49, but I still don't get clothes for that price back home. Sorry mak ^^;;

Ok lah.. i think that's enough rants for one day...

byeeeee